What's On My Mind

It's really sad that's it's been this long since I last blogged, however, I do enjoy reading everyone else's posts!
I've been convicted the past few weeks to start telling our journey, trials & tribulations in an effort to speak my mind and maybe even help someone else who is going through what we have been the past 2 1/2 years.
And so, I've promised myself that I'm going to update. I'm going to journal this amazing journey - and I might just have to go "private". Justin isn't too keen about telling the whole world, but he doesn't quite understand the whole blog world either :)
So, here's what what's on my mind. GETTING PREGNANT. We started this crazy roller coaster Aug of 2009 and here we are today - no babies, just dogchildren. Meanwhile, they are EVERYWHERE. I don't think I realized how many pregnant people there are in the world until we started having problems getting pregnant. I go to the grocery - pregger women, I go to the gym - more preggers, etc etc etc. And it's getting worse.
Let me just say...I am absolutely thrilled when I hear one of my friends is pregnant. It does get a bit gut wrenching when it's the second or third (or fourth!). It's a feeling I can't even explain - I feel like I am running a race and everyone is laughing at how slow I am (like seriously, I'm still at the start line). And people are running laps around me. No, seriously, this was one of my dreams lately. IT'S DUMB....I KNOW. But it's reality.
So, I'm going to start blogging about how this year (yes, I'm trying to be positive) is our year. And, if it's not...it's ok. And I promise I'm not going to give weird details (who really wants to know that stuff anyways), but if you want to keep up or are interested in what happens PLEASE ask to view or read.
"Delight yourself in the LORD, and he will give you the desires of your heart." Psalm 37:4